Im Back!!!

So I havent blogged in forever and the reasoning for that is that I became too consumed in someone elses life. And Im finally realizing this because I have started to move on. And it's very ironic because I started this blogg when I first met him and at that time I felt like it was a perfect disaster (but for many different reasons) and I was so right. It's amazing the things one ignores to be with the one they love so much, but when i now look back it was never worth my loosing myself to be with another. Well, what I have learned is that a little compromise is ok, but dont wash yourself out and loose who you are. Thats the mistake that I made I washed myself out and lost touch of all the things that I love and that make me, me. I have been working on finding myself again and truly miss the old me and hopefully I will be back soon.

So as this disaster comes to an end im sure that there will be more to follow, but hopefully not as intense or extreme, and much less frequent. Disasters are not always bad they teach you valuable lessons and make you truly appreciate the smaller things in life. They alse give you the opportunity to start over.